Close to upset...

...approaching it but I want to put it off.

Sometimes things happen that are out of your hands and they just make you feel so FRUSTRATED. Ahh, I can feel the tears creeping up but I think I'll just get up and keep going because there is nothing else to do, except wait and pray that Mark and I will one day get there and get what we want. I know we will.

When I think back on hard times I've been through, I can see the end result is so much greater than I could've imagined at the time.

I can't complain, really, I am healthy and my daughters are great, Mark is the best too.

Right now sucks.

*Breathing* *Breathing* *Breathing*

Okay... my heart is ready to accept something good. Throw it to me Universe!